The dreadful 'end of holiday' feeling is falling heavy on my shoulders. It has been almost 3 years since I stepped out of the the Australian state that I spents half my teenage life growing up in. What I precepted to just be a holiday turned out to be an awakening to the possilbilities of a decent life that would very much be difficult to achieve in singapore
Seeing my friends who graduated with me, now, driving their cars, living in their new houses made me realised that maybe, life may not have to be so hard as I have prepared for it to be. What takes a man 20 years to obtain in singapore, takes near 5 in perth. It made me for a brief moment, despise the country I swore to protect with the people leading it.
This trip showed me hope, a hope of an independent young life. Maybe, this eye openning experience was indeed meant to lead me to where I would truly belong. However, I cant help continually feel that somehow, there is something I am destined to do in singapore, something that God has tasked me to do.
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Pray for answers. trust in god, not yourself. For you never know what's installed for you.
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Bro, I'm happy for you.
Whatever your decision, you have my support.
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